I dropped out of college and I decided that I needed to keep a log of things to be proud of myself for so that I don't go insane.
first time crying in a month
I’m proud of myself for going so long without crying
I’m not very proud of myself for cracking over a really awful reason
I think I’m just having an off day
I was spoiled for the last week with awesomeness and now I’m back home and every thing is very lackluster
I need to remember that patience is a great thing
JUST CHILL OUT, ENJOY YOURSELF
wow, I totally forgot about this thing.
What have I been proud of in the past two months?
eh, some days, just getting out of bed was good. I’m finally getting ahold of my emotions. I’ve been generally better at just BEING. I lost my virginity (I can be proud of that, right?) I’ve been more talkative and more open minded and significantly less negative.
I guess that’s all.
Oh, and I’ve been writing some of my favorite stuff I’ve written. That’s fun, too.
Life is getting better because I’m finally realizing that it’s my duty to cheer myself up and I can’t wait around for it to come to me. Not that I DIDN’T realize that before or tried, I guess I just have a better perspective of it now.